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15 June 2008

Times are hard for dreamers.

Spent a lot of time on this. There was an Inspired by Amelie quote challenge up and I happened to really fall in love with this one. Shawna asked me to make something with the bam pop and for the design team and this just seemed like something that might be rolling around in my creative brain. ha ha. I made it on flat canvas that I painted and added Heidi Swapp ghost stars and epoxy stickers. A little Hambly rub on love as well.



Attempting...

I am attempting to embrace being 23. Seems like so much time has gone by, and there is so much I want to be doing.

I am attempting to find ways around this food allergy. I am allergic to dairy, eggs, corn, and soybean. Uh, yeah...pretty much in everything. So today I tried rice bread and rice cheese. It tasted a lot like...nothing. So, essentially I'm vegan, but also can't have soy. Oh, and so long to our beloved dodge beer games. Sheesh.

I am attempting to keep my house clean, paint, scrap, do laundry, enjoy family time, try to sleep, try to regain some sanity! Where did the last month go?

I am attempting to be patient even though my so called rebate check should have been here on friday and I have been waiting to buy my new computer forever...

I am attempting to find the PERFECT cruiser bicycle. Can you help? I want something like this:

I would love teal, or purple. And red is sweet too. Don't like the water bottle thingy. But yeah, something like this under 200$ is my goal. My dad and I spent the weekend trying to find one but there isn't much up here to choose from.

There are other things too...but they seem so personal. Once its said i can't take it back. Its just out there in the open for others to dissect, and to assume they understand. So i tuck it back under the surface and attempt to find balance. Sometimes people fail. Sometimes they make the same mistakes over and over. Sometimes its hard to understand how it can be so clear to you but not to them. Sometimes its hard to know that people can take you for granted just because you will always love them no matter what. And so, that is what I am attempting to continue to do.